d i g i t @ l __ l o v e ___ attempt. 8 [spotted] _______

Sun, 23 May 2004

ŻMan of the hour by Pearl Jam
Finals are over at last ^^ Got better notes than expected (...). And then again, all the paranoia was needless. All the stupid learning was needless too, dammit >_< Anyway. Over. Now.
I saw "The girl with a pearl earing yesterday". Me happy. Me can mess around freely without any remorses again. Me goes wacko o_O

Sun, 02 May 2004

ŻNew moon on Monday by Duran Duran
Not dead yet XD If anyone has been wondering what actually was the reason for my little *coughs* absence, I should say one word: finals. But, instead of bitching about them (which I haven't started XP) I'd rather be learning for 'em ;__; <=started that already ^^; I'm really really scared, there's just one week left. Still need to revise a lot of polish (damn polish =_=). Whish it was over, dammit >_<;
I've been going to the cinema surprisingly maniacally (and quiet obsessively) often recently. Adored the second Kill Bill *__* I think it's the best movie I've seen since Big Fish, everything between seems, well, more than kinda crappy :/ Especially loved Pei Mei and the "Elle and I" chapter. Plus, discovered one of the best song I've ever heard (as it shall be considered until I get bored by it ^_^;). Sang by Malcolm McLarren, marvelous ^-^ Must definetly buy the Kill Bill ost.
Neverwinter Nights got me really hooked up these day as well. I've just finished playing the first expantion pack, must get Hordes of the Underdark at last (after finals >_<;). Played through the original campaign with a lawful (damned class restrictions =_=;) good monk and went to level 20 XD Pheeeew ^_^ However, since the latest expantion pack has the dammit prestige class "Red Dragon Disciple" >_<;;; (and since I love dragon ^_^;;;) which is available only for former spellcasters, had to go through Shadows of Undrentide as a damm'im silly sorcerer >_<; Ended up as a chaotic neutral elven bard, though. I hope for some fire-breath skills and dragon-polimorphing as reward for all this, eh, trouble ^_^; Got a bit too emotional, I guess. Anyway... can't wait ^_^
*tries to get back to learning*

Mon, 29 March 2004

ŻFlowers in the window by Travis
..... I'm back! Back and alive may I add, oya ^_^ And rightly before finals. Anyway, a new, non valentines day oriented layout seemed to be indispensable, so here's a new one. After making two layouts with Big Fish themes and one with Cloud Strife, decided that this little flamey one deserves to be seen the most ^^ Oh, flamey flamey flamey *___* Burn burn burn XD
My head hurts like hell o_O I talked with Ul-chan on the phone, and almost fainted ('cause of the headache, of course ^^;). Aouch o_O; More to come tomorrow. Gha.

Tue, 10 February 2004

Hullo @__@ *waves* Quick little update to show that nor had lightning struck me, nor had I been hunted down with a diggestional-purpose by a Jaberwookie or any of his pals. Alive, nuff said ^-^ I'm in a real hurry right now (means: top speed getting out of bed and actually making it, dinner-consuming for breakfast and an almost "prepared for going out" state not so much after 9.00 a.m.) but I won't manage to update today later on. Taking some time off while eating dinner-breakfast ^_^ Haven't updated, because I'm so really, really, really trying to avoid writing about the Prom. Not because I have naugh to say about it. Even au contrary >] But, eh, still waiting for a little "wanting" to write it ^_^;; Nevermind XD Must go now, much learning today after going back home and while travelling to the out-of-home. Ack, still must shake some sleepiness. More to come XD

Tue, 27 January 2004

Ah... yes, yes, today was way more fun than yesterday ^_^ Firstly: today's Mozart's birthday. So, put a Mozart CD in your whatever-player, stick more than two hundred (actually, 248 ^_^) candles in a fruity cake and try to avoid listening to "Lacrimosa" for today ^_^; Yeah, cheers!
There's even more fun, though ^_^ Me and Marta went out today after school. I started singing an evil R'nB/street rap song (by JayZ >_<;), and some French guy run to us gritting his teeth and stretching his arms wider and wider... HUG!!! ... Marta was shocked, so was I (yeah, wouldn't believe it, would you?). And then, and even more peculiar thing happened. The man gave to each of us a kiss onto our forheads. Squeezing us and hugging... Marta was really embarassed, and as for me, I was rather stunned. He started to speak French then. Marta began to twitch and turn in his embrace, and I found myself conversating with the guy. He told that we seemed to be really nice and that he was looking for a polish bride. Asked us if we were already taken and so on. And he asked me if I liked him and if I could go to a cafe with him ^_^; Marta was struggling all the time, and then it was my turn as well to, well, get hugged o_O; I said we gotta go >__> He kissed us on the foreheads again and left. Marta was still shocked and embarassed, I was amused ^_^ Ooooh the adventure ^_^;
*asks tentatively* More fun tomorrow? Yes please ^-^

Mon, 26 January 2004

New layout ^_^ And, a romantic-valentine-fluffy one ^_^ I know it's a bit for that, but listening to the precious ost that I've already mentioned the last time brought an old amour back from some hazed and blablabla parts of my blablabla mind. Or heart, duh >__< Anyway, presenting Alex Delarge, and old acquaintance of mine (but not as old as Gonzo, who's appearance in this version has been taken into consideration as well), revisited and exploited, to at last but not least show off here. Been somehow adored somewhere between my old Monsieur le Renard crush and my first memorable fangirlian impact which involved someone I actually can't remeber ^_^; Might have been Vegeta (been his fangirl twice, and the second time was not such a long time ago >_<;) or whoever. Duh, not important ^_^; As for the fox guy, I presume he might have just been called Renard. He was some kind of a troublemaker and had a wolf (or dog >__>) officer always spying on him, or just a similar madness of not much importance now. (The second one, might have been Nicky Larson/Ryo Saeba, but nevermind that) Back to Alex now. An adoration that I find strange as I was some silly kid. Strange and shameful, as it unfortunately couldn't have been like that because of Ludwig van :/ But now it is ^_^ To be true, it's even more because of Rossini's part in the whole movie, as I've never been a die hard Beethoven fan (exept for one truly lovely sonata ^-^). Layout hasn't got much to do with music, though. I've pitifully picked up a mere song trying to match to the main visual theme, but it's not very valentines-like. Before the planned Gonzo layout, I wanted to make a more fuzzy one with a nicer theme-song added to it ^_^ But I like this one anyway and anyhow ^.^ The gear-głaz's look is the effect of a very unprofessional and random operation. The text is more than slightly illegible. Overally, I find it quiet pleasant for a głaz, and that's why it won't probably leave my blog right after Valentines' Day ^_^
There's a prom this Friday >__> Waste of time, really. Starts about 7 p.m., I might use it as a good excuse for not going to school earlier that day XD And about school, I went there today after avoiding it for a (not) long (enough) period of time. Went outside last Friday, just as planned. I couldn't buy my Prokofiev album, though, haven't gone away from home enough to find myself somewhere else than in a messy megastore and near me ol' forest (yeah, one's situated opposite to the other). But nevermind that, tomorrow's a special birthday, so it would be polite to focus on the one who should be celebrating it and leave Prokofiev behind for awhile. More fun tomorrow, I hope ^_^

Wed, 21 January 2004

Ack, I overslept today ;___; Like, about 4 hours ^_^; That is freaky, to know that there are only about 2 hours left until noon, then 6 hours left until evening, and so on and on and on o_O; Looks like (mid)night hours don't count, even thought their big amount could fulfill my fearsome and so-called lack of a suficient amount of time during the day. Now, enought of this crappy talk ^_^; I'll go read sth, decided to slow down my inner rush for mastering physics knowledge *cough* Oya, and now my voice is back ^_^ Can sing and drink my favourite beverage (means: min water) as part of a daily/scheduled/dull >_< ritual again.
I got Bowie's "Heathen" album delivered home a few days ago and I must say that it disapointed me a little :/ When I heard it full length for the first time, well, thought of sth more terse than just a little disapointment >__> But some songs are really good ^_^ Now that I've been after somewhat the 4th listening, could find about four really (really reallly) good songs out of ten. But the rest... might sound nice, but only if sb would force himself to think that they're not so bad after all. Album's got a concept thought (and not a forced one this time ^_^). Eeeck. Maybe I should listen some more, I didn't like many songs from "Outside" when I heard them for the first time as well ^_^; Like, the wonderful "Small plot of land" *_* Neglected it, shameful of me ^_^; But anyway, I digged in my (and my mom's too) collection of ost's and found a little precious which I haven't been listening to for a few years (that's shameful too) ^-^ Gonna keep me company for awhile. And as for another cd craving, I should get some Prokofiev, (shameful >_<) I have him only on some tribute albums or group concerto discs. Must definetly go out and look for it on Friday ^_^

Tue, 20 January 2004

Emerging from the depths of a flu-weaved guise for some common laiziness, the Celery (who's been rather abnormally but actually ill for more than a week) drops by to show off her new fanlisting. Very humble ^_^ But getting back to a certain previous parenthesis, must specify that my voice sounds worse than such of an ol'granny who just found herself misplaced lost but bizarrement acquainted in a dim bar. Now that I'm prived of many delectable entertainments, only the almost ritual/mindlessly-feverish, shall I describe them this way, and the passive ones are to be enjoyed. Sad o_O I'll try my best to get better until Friday. Must go somewhere out then, won't stand staying like this any longer >__> I should make a new layout for this little place soon, don't have the time to do so for now ^_^; And yes, I've been learning a lot of physics recently, I'm even forcing myself now to think of finishing a few outstanding mangnetism-deeds which have been tormenting my plodderish conscience for a long long time. Ah, and forgot to mention that now I'm an adult ^_^; Must get an ID asap *glares with determination, one to be dimmed soon >]*

Sat, 03 January 2004

Back after a little break. New Year's Eve has been spent in a nice way, I just regret a little that I went to sleep after all (yeah... about 4.30 am *dead the next day(s)*). Now, a thing that should cause a damn lot more regrets is the end of winter holidays >__> Fortunately, I've finished today the most of my overdued deeds, so now I'll be able to start away with my little bugger: physics. Argh, so many stuff to revise/learn from the very basics o_O Need about three weeks *gasp* to have it all done. Starting from Monday. I've glanced upon the thirst pages of my new physics manual yesterday and found a few interesting statements >) Gotta love the author. He's very likely to be unconciously easing the pain of a little layabout such as myself XD Summing things up, I might be unable to blog too oftenly during this little three weeks lasting hell >__> Gotta finish stuff as soon as possible *has already a few evil plans for later, mwahaha!!* Aaaaa... Bye for now ^_~

Wed, 31 December 2003

Wheeee ^_^ Happy New Year everyone! I'm gonna do a few various wanders a little bit later, though. Trying to compile a reasonable playlist now ^_^; Don't have enought bouncy tracks, which should normally be good, BUT, as for today, not ending up listening to one morbid single song for the countless(th o_O;) time. Oya, and the 'random' mode shall have it's day of glory ^-^ I'll try to stay up all night even though I don't rightly know how (and for how long) such a daring plan might last considered as possible to br turned into practise. Err ^^_; I'll be back here a bit later (still today). Time to actually do something ^__^

Fri, 26 December 2003

There's a birthday party today. Organised by my good ol'friend, the neglected incarnation of a gummi bear. Neglected or not, fate had granted us with only the freshest of all blackberry milkshakes being served at Eddie's place (argh, that name always gave me a twitch >_<;) before it turned into a scummy-only bar. Fate's been kind, we're still alive ^_^; And Magda-san (the gummi) is being alive for 18 years and one day. Yup, her bday was yesterday ^_^ All the best for G-chan, yay ^__^ Errr, so, ...party? Won't stay long, but yup ^-^

Thu, 25 December 2003

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<<=No point in writing about it. Really *__* But there's a flood of wordies rushing around here. Needs to speak, gonna speak right away *trembling trembling* One of the midnight revelations *__* Beautiful ;__;
^_^

Tue, 23 December 2003

Aye, I've installed the new PC equipment today. It too me a few hours and a few body parts being hurt, but it's finally done ^_^ To tell the truth, I really don't like my new computer =_= I can write such things about him, cause now I'm working on my previous, dearest PC-chan (had to switch back the towers in order to get access to Internet) and the current keyboard doesn't seem to be an acolyte of the new comp. The new one thinks his smarter than anyone and is user-friendly in an unfriendly way =_= Unfortunately, I'll have to cope with him. He's got excellent capabilities, though ^_^ Just needs a little Celerian touch XD; ... Eck. Shouldn't praise him too soon =_=;
I'll try to fix the new internet connection tomorrow evening. Repaired the phoneline today, as it got messy along with the rest. But internet is thougher ;__; The new comp has to be efficient, cause two PC's can't definetly coexist in my room. Time to settle the score =_= And time to go to sleep (for me). There's still a few hours left to collect missing points to be added to my "Being an obeidient child attracts Xmas gifts ^_^" card before the annuary check up :3 =___= Tomorrow's gonna be boring *yawns*

Sun, 21 December 2003

second day of holidays. Nine o'clock. All started a little bit nervously. Since the very morning, looked like nobody would even intend to move. At noon: still waiting. More impatiently than a few minutes before >__< Hm, I silly pre-Xmas joke, could it be? Apparently yes >__> *sigh*
At five, a new PC had arrived. Gift. For me. Pretty *__* Well, hello to him. Seeing him a few days before on a photo was a good idea, as now it could have only been some heart-attack involving love at first sight. So, now he's relaxing in my room, waiting until I'll have all my precious thingies coppied from his current self into a portable drive. I'm very tired. I'm afraid I can't shorten the annoying period of his disability. At least not now. Pity o_O
No poemes here. Just a brief description. Like, the new PC is black (I think he is) and silver. Mixing all his features' states, he's many many times better than my current one (not more loveable, though :P). Such a geometrical increase in only a few years' time surely leads to an infinite 'beyond' ^_^;; Gbs of Gbs. Bones smaller than any devices being able to prepare them. Chips too thin for being made of any existing element recognized as a known form of condensation o_O; Well, if my computer ever stands before me and says 'hello', I'll be happy knowing that I've been kinda nice to him during our little business-ship (nyaa, friendship >_<) ^_^;; I still got to hope he'd be such a nice fellow as Wiliam Lee's typewriter XD
"Selling England (...)" was really missing these days. Now it's back, along with the Moonlit Knight ^-^ Listening to it makes me want to play some rpgs again and again. I don't wanna revisit my old ones, though >__< Need to get new games >.< Please don't blame me for such deplorable cravings as it's Christmas after all. Right? *glares at a nearby Santa =__=;*
Should go to sleep soon. Muddy writings of an un-hyper Celery aren't an enjoyable thing to read ^_^; *yawns* )__# ... *shakes from yawning* Goodnight ^-^

Tue, 16 December 2003

DID domething at last ^_^ Maybe not much, but, my quizes are back and alive again here. There are still a few (@__@) fanlistings waiting for updates (yeah, I've been pretty cold for them recently ^_^;; *ashamed to look at their 'last update' date :/*). Having those done, everything should get into a more organised mode. Phew.
I guess I'm going to write a bit more tomorrow. As for today, just gotta mention that 'I know what I like (in your wardrobe)' is everywhere *__* Wouldn't mind if it stayed there for good ^-^

Mon, 15 December 2003

*yawn* My, I've really been doing nothing recently. Messing around here, messing around there, this is just plain stupid ^_^; Last year, in the middle of December, I started working on my wonderful *cough* Yami no Matsuei RPG (and that's a weird MuxTsu yaoi-fantasy adventure with lots of crossovers XD). Now I'm thinking of revisiting this whole project XD Starting tomorrow, though. Today's purposedly too disorganised to add even a little piece of sth that might mess this whole state up, and making the RPG would be such a thing, considering how much time is still needed to be spent on it ^-^; But anyway, I think this whole idea is pretty exciting XD I will add more charas too (looks at AS, Weiss Kreuz and YnM ones that have been tortured so far). Looks like sth's still missing amids the current set >D And getting back to earth from these little drooly mussing that leads to nowhere for now, I wish I could finish this whole thing really soon <= rather impossible ^_^;;; Heh. Gotta still work on fanfiction (oh my, now I'm writing some too ^-^;). Well, I just started (but planned since October ^-^;;;). Had to think about a perfect 'set of characters' (XD;;;) for such a wonderful epic stroll ^_^;;;; Oh my. Oh my o_O; Don't mind me, pwease ^*^;
Changing the subject. I hope my teacher of politics/social study (umm... WOS XD) won't harm me tomorrow. Eeeck ^_^;

Tue, 09 December 2003

Woah, I made a new layout ^-^ Got to mention that bottle-green used to be my fav color nowadays, although the flashy mixture of white/black/red looks a lot more appealing now XD;; To settle things down: this layout wasn't meant to be related to Matrix Reloaded, Revolutions or Rewhatever (though thanks K-chan for pointing out the possibility of such a comparison while hearing what colors would be used here ^_^;;) ^_^;;; However, it was somehow meant to look like the inside of a bar (a jazzy and smoky one, to be precise ^-^) with a few scientific devices. Made it while being unable to get enough of David Bowie's 'Aladdin Sane'. And: not a single little green wheel was used here (for I'm not a fan of their ^_^;;;).
It seems like fateback has been down lately. Eh, I'm already thinking about getting myself a more reliable place to put all my thingies into. But that won't happen soon, I guess.
I've been learning physics a lot lot last Sunday o_O; All of this for a pure purpose of doing nothing later (means: now). Yeah, well, there's no way to do nothing, as there's a physics test on Thursday (the same on that was meant to be yesterday but didn't take place - much to a major rejoice, of course ^_^). Duh. I won't learn for it of course, but it's still bounding my plans of a blissful laziness dammit >_< Looks like the worst will be over in two days XD Counting hours in such situations might pop up as a silly but reassuring habit ^-^;
I stayed at home today and because of a few own reasons this time XD;; Mother went to work, shouldn't drive, but oh well, she knows what she's doing... I'm soooo bored.
Forgot to mention that my own little copy of 'Saiyuki Gaiden' has been delivered yesterday :3 (Yeah, I know that it's nothing special to get it as it's already been released bout two years ago ^_^;) Now I'll just have to wait for my WA 3 *-*
:Still today. A little bit later...:
Hm. I've been looking for Saiyuki Gaiden blog crews out there but I haven't found any ;___; So. I decided to run one myself XD Starting right from this moment ^_~ Yay, so, if you'd like to, please grab a character (my, there's only one taken as for now ^-^;) and feel free to join! *grins... with hope*